Can you hear a heart break a world away? I called Julie last night at around four in the morning. Half because I missed and wanted to hear her voice. The other half, I was restless, a little lonely and because I do care for her a lot.
That's why I wonder if she can hear me just break sometimes, knowing that I have these incredibly strong feelings for her, but nothing will ever come of it.
Here I am all the way on the other side of the world, longing and wanting someone I could never have, even if I was there. I really do wish, she sincerely misses me, because all I can do is stop and think of her time to time, city to city, and country to country.
Maybe it is all for love, to find something out here that I can't have returned back home. I don't know how long I can go through this, maybe it's just being alone far off. Kuala Lumpur would be a lot more fun with someone by my side. Like England was with Em. At least I'll have family waiting for me tomorrow, then Mike in Australia.
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