Before I left

I'm still lost on that day. A boy trying his best to tell a girl how he feels, but all I remember is my throat closing up, no air and an inability to get those words out that I wanted to say. Even in all my silence and my awkwardness you knew...

But I still said nothing, I always believed you deserved to hear everything everything I have ever meant to say.

I don't know when I knew.

I just did.

Though I'll never forget the first time I saw you. You walked into class, and the moment froze. All the girls I had known before you paled in comparison. You were the girl I was chasing that never existed, maybe never will.

Even if I don't know where I am when I wake up out there, i'll know exactly how I feel and how I've felt for so long now.

Remember,

I'd give up the world for you.